what a day.
It started around quarter of 9 this morning. My mom woke me up to tell me her friend was going to take her to the emergency room because she'd been in an accident. She was crying (I hate seeing my mom cry) and told me that she hit a bus. Only details I got were that the sun was in her eyes, she hit a bus and she was going to the emergency room. Ok, so garf?!~ so...I can't get back to sleep, and I take a shower and by now I'm so frickin tired from last night that my head is literally pounding and killing me. I want to make sure that my mom is ok, but she'd be so pissed if I didn't go to class....so I had to go to freakin class! It sucked. Ends up my mom broke her knee. She'll be in a brace for 6 weeks. She can't do much at work so she'll be home a lot (ugh) and she can't drive at all. So ok....yeah. I feel so bad for her. Really bad. My poor mum :-( Ok...depressingness. Moving on. Went to work. That was kinda...good. heh. I guess. I dunno. Something felt...off. Like, he was acting kinda strange...different? umm, sometimes it seemed like a good different. But other times it was just off, and now I'm starting to question the good different stuff. BAH, I hate overanalyzing little things. Everything tonight was the BASICALLY same up until the end. That was kind of a big let down. Especially because of my mood. lol, but I'll spare you that! But because of that let down, thats what started my wondering about things. But its ok. I'm thinking way too much about things, and forgetting things that I shouldn't forget. I shouldn't try to figure everything out, it only gets me in trouble when I assume things. I'm just gonna act like its nothing. It really is, but for some reason, my mind is making a huge deal about it inside. I won't really get to find out whats up until maybe MAYBE sunday. idk, I shouldn't even bring it up. eh, I will anyways. I don't wanna think about anything right now. My mind's just like blah... I'm feeling different things. Lonely doesn't seem like the right word... neither does jealous... but they're the first words that came to mind.