Yeah...so..
Look what time it is. I shouldn't be awake. Well, let me rephrase that. I shouldn't be awake when I have so much to do tomorrow. Blah. But Lisa just left. We were watching Sweet Home Alabama. Thats a pretty good movie. My buddy relates that movie to her current guy situation. And seeing as I don't really have a current guy situation, I tried to help her analyze it...not much came of it, except visions of our future kiddo's with different people, and impressions of what they'd turn out like. Just don't ask, cuz you won't understand, but we took major humor in it. I spent a ton of time with her today. Well cuz lol, we were bad chicklette's and we went to Friday's and Kohl's while we were 'supposed' to be in class. Woops. Its just that this has been kind of a stressful week in school, and we needed a little break and it WAS frida....ya know what, I just realized I'm trying to justify what we did as being okay. Yeah, movin on...
I don't know whats up with this week, but I'm starting to think theres something in the water. I don't really want to say anything about it, but its just bizarre as to how many its happening to, and ironically seeing as how next friday is Valentines day. Hey, least I won't be the only one then. Thats all about that.
But quick quick, cuz I do need some sleep eventually tonight, my day was just fine. I'm really liking my hair this color, cuz as stupid as it sounds, I think I acted different as a dirty blond. And getting back to a more natural color kinda brought me back to some old personality habits...and not bad ones I'll mention. That sounds confusing. But I had a really great outlook today, like, all day. I remember thinking a bunch of times how good the day seemed. I like these little no-drama, no-boy nitches. Nothing really bothers me. I'm not wondering if I'm still "wanted" by a boy, I'm not jealous, I'm not killing myself about school, I don't care as much about what I look like. I still compare myself to other girls, but I think I will always be like that. Always. I'll be sitting in a nursing home someday when I'm 90, and think to myself "damn, that old chicklette across the hall looks better with her dentures than I do..." And my outlook was so positive and fantastic, until work. Blah. Nothing really horrible, involving me I should say, happened, but the whole atmosphere kinda brought my wonderful mood down to a blah mood. But right now, I'm still alright. No real drama, No real boy stuff to share........although, with the 3 same recent events that happened to various ones, who knows how long this drama-free period will last. I think I'll just take a little relaxation time for now as long as I'm not fretting over love or jealousy or stress or any of that. I think right now, my biggest fret will be how to get myself to sleep! Someones gunta be CRANKY TOMORROW!!!!
I don't know whats up with this week, but I'm starting to think theres something in the water. I don't really want to say anything about it, but its just bizarre as to how many its happening to, and ironically seeing as how next friday is Valentines day. Hey, least I won't be the only one then. Thats all about that.
But quick quick, cuz I do need some sleep eventually tonight, my day was just fine. I'm really liking my hair this color, cuz as stupid as it sounds, I think I acted different as a dirty blond. And getting back to a more natural color kinda brought me back to some old personality habits...and not bad ones I'll mention. That sounds confusing. But I had a really great outlook today, like, all day. I remember thinking a bunch of times how good the day seemed. I like these little no-drama, no-boy nitches. Nothing really bothers me. I'm not wondering if I'm still "wanted" by a boy, I'm not jealous, I'm not killing myself about school, I don't care as much about what I look like. I still compare myself to other girls, but I think I will always be like that. Always. I'll be sitting in a nursing home someday when I'm 90, and think to myself "damn, that old chicklette across the hall looks better with her dentures than I do..." And my outlook was so positive and fantastic, until work. Blah. Nothing really horrible, involving me I should say, happened, but the whole atmosphere kinda brought my wonderful mood down to a blah mood. But right now, I'm still alright. No real drama, No real boy stuff to share........although, with the 3 same recent events that happened to various ones, who knows how long this drama-free period will last. I think I'll just take a little relaxation time for now as long as I'm not fretting over love or jealousy or stress or any of that. I think right now, my biggest fret will be how to get myself to sleep! Someones gunta be CRANKY TOMORROW!!!!