Dec 14, 2008 00:53
Everything I do for you somehow gets forgotten and everybody else gets praised. For once I would like you to appreciate me because despite my devotion in the past I can't always be there without faltering if you can't even do it for me.
I have always always ALWAYS been there for you and because of my stupid need to be loyal and my inability to lose people I let you abuse this. Knowing that I will be there for you when everything is done, despite how you take advantage of my friendship, seems to give you the idea that all of this okay.
Just because I am here now doesn't mean I always can be, despite what I want.