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well we have to move really soon.... im thinking about how i want to do my new room, i was thinking of doing black walls with a thick silver border painted on with lyrics painted along it, so if anyone has any good lyrics for me LET ME KNOW!! preferably not happy lyrics.......
i was SEVERLY depressed for a year and a half, mid grade 12 all through OAC, and how many people do you think knew about it?? out of my friends, prolly 1, maybe 2. i was so scared that people would say shit to me that i tried to hide what i was doing every morning. and i emerged from it relatively normal, minus a few 1000 brain cells and prolly 16 years off my life span. but trista ding dong, i know as well as you do that life hasn't exactly been your best friend over this past 6 months-year, and that is cause for some sadness. but right now, take it as a learning experience. as in, i overcame this, i'm a stronger girl now. you have a job, friends who care about you (obvious by tyler's comment), you're changing houses which although you might think blows, can be exciting. and you have your health, which is somethin we all seem to take for granted. all it seems you don't have, is a positive self image, coupled with a boyfriend. well, let me tell you something BROTHER, boyfriends/gf's are sometimes more of a hinderance than a blessing. i think thats where the problem in this lies, tyler is correct: "Why buy the chicken when you can get the eggs for free?" I have a friend who i told that to not long ago, i hope they listen too..but like, a boy will dig you for trista some time in the near or not so near future (NO-It doesn't have to be RIGHT NOW, you can wait, i've waited so many times in my life)..and then maybe you'll find you're happy. or maybe you won't. the real prob might be that trista needs to be happy with trista. seriously, when i was lookin through the yearbook like 2 weeks ago, i was like "damn, trista bell was hot!" so i'm sure some guy will find all the special qualities in you that you surely posess. you're awesome trista, i think i've typed this spiel before, hopefully this will get through to you. everyone just wants to be loved, i think thats what this whole thing called life boils down to. peace- i gotta get in the bathtub. -johnny
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and changing houses is not exciting, you would not be saying that if u saw the house we are moving into..... "damn, trista bell was hot!"
YEA i used to be skinny...... but now im just gross
i have no problem with how i used to look its how i look now.. well im not gonna write much, just so everyone doesnt get mad at me..... and i have waited and let guys get to know me and they still fucked me over and didnt like me
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