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well we have to move really soon.... im thinking about how i want to do my new room, i was thinking of doing black walls with a thick silver border painted on with lyrics painted along it, so if anyone has any good lyrics for me LET ME KNOW!! preferably not happy lyrics.......
You say you hate your life, hate being alone, hate your depression. But it seems to me that you dont want to get rid of it or help yourself. I know for damn sure you dont want anyone to help you, so why is that? Could it be because you like the attention you get? Or maybe you feel good about yourself when someone is sympathetic towards you and tries cheering you up with compliments. One way or another, your fucked and need some serious help.
Almost everything you say is a lie, or very much over-exaggeration. I've caught you in many lies, which I will not mention to stay as anonymous. You are right about one thing though. You will never find someone who you love and who loves you back. For the simple fact that you continue to push the people who actually do care away from you. You dont let anyone in, and put yourself down at every opportunity you get. Its not a quality guys look for, infact guys like a girl who is somewhat confident. If you ever expect to be happy then you need to change your lifestyle. Maybe moving is the best thing for you right now. Its a place where you can start fresh and forget about your past. Your young and not many people get these kind of chances, so use this to make a good decision. What you do when you arrive at your new home could effect the way you live the rest of your life. You say your a nice person underneath it all, so use that. Looks may be the ice breaker, but personality is the key. Looks are unimportant and will quickly fade into the background with a good personality. So do yourself a favour, open your eyes and realize the big picture. Ask yourself this question... Do you really want to be happy? Once you find the answer make sure you come through for yourself and work to achieve what you want.
I hope this gets through to you. Unfortunately I'm afraid I know exactly what your going to say.
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i do not lie or over exaggerate, basically i say i hate myself that isnt a lie, and that im fat and ugly, which isnt a lie, that things with my family , are awful, which isnt a lie,
and im just moving down the road not outta this town, so its not gonna be much change,
i am a nice person always, and u say looks are the ice breaker, well right there is the reason im gonna be alone, guys look at me and dont even wanna take the time to know me , they would rather go get to know a pretty girl...... but im sure u knew i was gonna say all that so i guess i just wasted my time
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