Mrants

Feb 11, 2006 10:45

Cara has Carants Mimi has Mrants.

What is in my mind?

Okay. Explain to me what you see when you look into my mind? Do you see your best friend, an enemy, a daughter, or a corrupt soul? So tell me please, what is on you’re mind? Is it the last straw of your life, a new beginning, a love? Are you my angel sent from above to be my salvation from this life? Are you my strife? Are you the best friend who wont tell me why she isn’t speaking to me? Are you that one I crush on so? Are you the one I’m falling for? Why is it that I fall for someone but I don’t trust anyone to catch me? Will you change that? Are you the one I’ve been waiting for? Seeing as I am but 15 I doubt that. For a fact I know that you are just a demon, a person came here to annoy me so. Why wont you just go? Or wont you just let me leave. Are you my pet peeve? Am I yours?

I've "Fallen further than could fall", will you catch me, or will you stall. I will be dropped, much like a heavy book bag. A lag on the computer of my life? You are my strife. Although you may not see it this way. You are the pain in my day. You are the one who yells, and tells me what to do. It is you. The one who says 'sit down, we have to talk'. I am the one that will walk. I don't want to sit, to be a miss in you're radar. You miss most that I do. A true one would be able to see into thine eyes and tell you what is wrong. Much like a song stuck in my head, like a dread that wont leave.

No. You cannot see into my eyes. You do not know my truths. That I am youth. That I know more than you about life. That I know I've repeated it before, but you are my strife. You are the disagreement of my soul. The one that makes me lose my control. My skilled blank face. You are the Ace in my deck of all Queens. It may seem that you know me, but truly what are you to me? A mother, a brother, a lover? None of the above? The love that is no more? A door onto a new path? At last a way to begin anew. But I am still awaiting an explanation. What do you see when you look into my mind?
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