Apr 06, 2005 09:30
LTM day update. Last night I rented PSI-Ops (because DMC 3 wasnt there) but I havent played it yet. We went to DQ so my dad could get a moolatte and when we left he asked "Why is it when youre in there you look like youre going to bite someones head off?" And I say "Well thats just the way I look." He said back "But why arent you friendly, you do work there." and I responded "Yeah, which is exactly why I feel no need to be friendly."
Anyway, Kyle come over right when I got home (he came from work) and we talked about the weekend I missed recovering.
Earlier I had decided that I wanted my bangs cut, so I did it myself. Its not bad, granted theyre shorter than planned, but with hairspray you cant even tell theyre there. I straightened them out to show Kyle and we both laughed, he more than I of course. After a while it sorta just made me feel bad about myself, not that I didnt deserve it for doing something like cutting my own hair and not expecting to make a mistake, but I thought it wasnt that bad before.
We talked some more about life and lacking of a love life, and by the time Kyle left I was so filled with self loathing I could barely stand it. I just took a shower and did a lot of thinking, ate some food, and finally fell asleep.
So now Im here, about to get ready to go to school. Ciao.