Oct 28, 2005 21:24
~~~silent tears~~~by: me {amy bailey} 10-26-05~~~
i am in love w/ this boy so much that every night i long for his touch.
i wake up in the middle of a bad dream and my voice isnt there but i still try to scream.
so all i can do is sit up in this bed and cry these silent tears and i realize that everything i hate has come true even my biggest fears.
so i spend the rest of my day trying to forget my dreams about the love i let go and before i see him i have to make sure my silent tears dont show.
then i see him and i put on this happy act but truly when it comes down to it im lying about the facts.
we talk for a while then he gives me a hug so i tell him goodbye and when he is out of sight i cant help but break down and cry.
i finally get home and i crawl into bed and i start to cry myself to sleep w/ those silent tears of regret.