today was boring

Oct 19, 2005 20:55

today was gay but for some reason i was really hyper. i have was really happy and it was weird b/c im never really happy anymore. but i know that it will pass.
anyways~
i really miss some of my friends rite now. like cortney avery, zach hatcher, matt smith, jasmine smith, a whole bunches of people. school is so lame w/o them. but they just had to go to north. i want to go to north so bad now. b/c the people at south innoy me. they are so fake it aint funny. and there are some people there that are really fake. and it just pisses me off. but im stuck theres no way out. itslike a cage.
the only reason i wanna stay at south is for krine, isaih, anna, and just a few more people but not very many. oh yeah i cant forget alix. i sit w. alix on the bus he's a sweetheart. i feel mean b/c at the begining on school i was such a bitch to alix and jack just because they were soooooooooooo retarted but now that ive got to know them and talk to them they are really fun to be around. i just love talking to alix. and even though we arent close he still helps me out w somethings. like for example when i got back w/ graham he said, "are you sure thats a good idea?" b/c i told him about all the hell graham and i put eachother through. and whenwe broke up he was really sweet saying things like what josh cronkhite usedd to tell me. like its for the better you need someone who will make you smile not cry. and he was just a sweetheart.

but besides them i wouldnt miss anyone. okay there are a few people i would probably miss but i would get over it fast.
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a lot of guys are such asses. they bug me so bad!!!!!! and i have dated half the asses.

welp im not really in the mood to write anything else right now.
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