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i'm really upset right now because i have this paper due tomorrow and i ate too much today and i feel all nasty and i didn't go to the gym and i'm so fucking exhausted. i know the solution would be to finish the paper and go to bed. but the body thing is really not allowing me to do this. i have to go to the gym or else i'll be really really really really upset tomorrow which will turn into this weekend during which i will drink and when i drink when i'm upset it's really bad news. this is terrible i hate myself for eating too much. i should hate myself for not working on this paper but no, i hate myself for eating that piece of chocolate and that nutella. god damn this goddamn it allllllllllll
fuck yale
it's not yale's fault, mimi.
fuck today. seriously. today will be over tomorrow and tomorrow will be today but not today because there is no other today. ahh that's nice. today doesn't have to happen again if i don't want it to. okay this is comforting
tomorrow will be good because i will turn in my paper, get some sleep, go to payne whitney, eat healthfully and be happy.
thanks, livejournal
fuck yale
it's not yale's fault, mimi.
fuck today. seriously. today will be over tomorrow and tomorrow will be today but not today because there is no other today. ahh that's nice. today doesn't have to happen again if i don't want it to. okay this is comforting
tomorrow will be good because i will turn in my paper, get some sleep, go to payne whitney, eat healthfully and be happy.
thanks, livejournal