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so...i go here, you know? except i still feel kind of like i'm intruding in other people's schools. like i have to keep walking around very slyly so no one knows i'm faking it all. but, honestly, i've faked a lot of things in my life so what's the difference now.
my suite has finallly come together and it looks really home-ish now so that's good.
i'm really concerned that without chemistry my schedule is a little too fluffy but i passionately DO NOT want to take chemistry so. , you know what? i'm not going to take it.
also, i have a serious crush on my JE big sib and i think that's probably like a no-no but ahhhhh he's so sweet and cute. and a junior. and has a girlfriend. but okay whateverrrrrrrrrrr
today things started to feel more normal. i actually had classes (hebrew and chem...and i shopped an english) and i went to the gym. i think the key to making a big change is ensuring that you can keep a few small things the same. like going to the gym, or watching a certain show. just to prove to yourself that it's still the same ole life.
my suite has finallly come together and it looks really home-ish now so that's good.
i'm really concerned that without chemistry my schedule is a little too fluffy but i passionately DO NOT want to take chemistry so. , you know what? i'm not going to take it.
also, i have a serious crush on my JE big sib and i think that's probably like a no-no but ahhhhh he's so sweet and cute. and a junior. and has a girlfriend. but okay whateverrrrrrrrrrr
today things started to feel more normal. i actually had classes (hebrew and chem...and i shopped an english) and i went to the gym. i think the key to making a big change is ensuring that you can keep a few small things the same. like going to the gym, or watching a certain show. just to prove to yourself that it's still the same ole life.