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i hate livejournal.
and by hate i actually mean love/am obsessed with. but mostly i hate it. and also i hate college because everyone else seems so smart and i'm really not old enough to go to college. i know i've done it before but i really can't live away from my parents because i'm actually very immature and dependent and even though i hate when my dad tries to control my life, i'm fairly sure i'll fall apart and fail at everything if he doesn't.
i'm just worried that i'll forget to do something very important.
and also i just KNOW i'll try to act all cool but then i'll do something totally stupid and some upperclassman yalie (probably a really gorgeous male one) will look at me and think "wow that's clearly a freshman." and he'll be right because i will be a small little freshman who doesn't know what's going on and actually still belongs in high school.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and by hate i actually mean love/am obsessed with. but mostly i hate it. and also i hate college because everyone else seems so smart and i'm really not old enough to go to college. i know i've done it before but i really can't live away from my parents because i'm actually very immature and dependent and even though i hate when my dad tries to control my life, i'm fairly sure i'll fall apart and fail at everything if he doesn't.
i'm just worried that i'll forget to do something very important.
and also i just KNOW i'll try to act all cool but then i'll do something totally stupid and some upperclassman yalie (probably a really gorgeous male one) will look at me and think "wow that's clearly a freshman." and he'll be right because i will be a small little freshman who doesn't know what's going on and actually still belongs in high school.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!