Oct 04, 2006 23:03
hey everyone
so im gonna vent a little bit.
im tired. so tired. and the sad thing is that it's only october and im not even taking a ton of classes.
im scared too. about my future mostly.
i mean i LOVE theatre and performing.
I want to move to NY in 3 years and do CAP 21 then start my official career as an actor.
i know it isnt that easy. hell i know im already feeling the tension. but what if i never learn how to be a better dancer
what if i never master tap dancing?
what if i never learn about flys, and arbors, and single purchase and all the technical stuff?
i feel like there is soo much to learn in such a small amount of time.
and in order to get it all..i have to CRAM and im just soo tired right now.
Singin' in the Rain is going..it's annoying cuz im dead! the thing is i know i need to suck it up because it doesnt get any easier.
i dunno. i know i gotta get rid of some of my old habits...some of you know.
im too weak minded for it.
i need an intervention. ugh. life. too short for all this crap.
Michelle