none.
sometimes i stay out all night.
sometimes i feel like i'm in college now because i didn't party when i actually was.
sometimes i feel like i should be more serious than this.
and then i don't give a shit.
i just found out another pair of my friends from back home is engaged. i guess i'm happy for them. i'm more sad for myself because i'm horrible and selfish. i don't want to be engaged. i do want to be loved.
but....my friends love me, and that'll last the longest anyway.
sometimes i feel like i'm in college now because i didn't party when i actually was.
sometimes i feel like i should be more serious than this.
and then i don't give a shit.
i just found out another pair of my friends from back home is engaged. i guess i'm happy for them. i'm more sad for myself because i'm horrible and selfish. i don't want to be engaged. i do want to be loved.
but....my friends love me, and that'll last the longest anyway.