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last weekend I went to Sv.'s wedding.
and during the reception, I found myself thinking, my father will never be at my wedding. (unless in spirit, since he's all dead now and stuff. its been seven months)
and it made me sad.
the last time I thought, even for a fleeting moment, of what my wedding would be like... I saw my father there.
and now...
I know better.
I figure I may or may not write more about the weekend later. not today at all, though.
I'm feeling all weird and dizzy and in a little bit of pain.
life after wisdom teeth extractions is... interesting.
I'm fine, though.
and I did go to the dentist today. and one question he asked me... did I want him to prescribe me more painkillers?
I said no. fuck me, I said NO.
and during the reception, I found myself thinking, my father will never be at my wedding. (unless in spirit, since he's all dead now and stuff. its been seven months)
and it made me sad.
the last time I thought, even for a fleeting moment, of what my wedding would be like... I saw my father there.
and now...
I know better.
I figure I may or may not write more about the weekend later. not today at all, though.
I'm feeling all weird and dizzy and in a little bit of pain.
life after wisdom teeth extractions is... interesting.
I'm fine, though.
and I did go to the dentist today. and one question he asked me... did I want him to prescribe me more painkillers?
I said no. fuck me, I said NO.