May 01, 2005 11:28
Well I got a job. It will most likely suck but its only until college.
I have no will power whatsoever. I try and try to lose weight but I keep on giving in. I think all the time "Whats the point I'll never be the size I want to anyway".
I saw Hitch Hikers Guide yesterday with Pete. I liked it, idk I mainly liked the manically depressed Robot. He was sooo funny.
I was pretty happy yesterday for the most part until i heard the news. blahh. i dont want to talk about it. I keep on thinking of other things which is good.
I was goign to do this long thing apologizing to Pete for me being so selfish.
and then I was going to go on about how people give me great compliments, and such but don't even act like one lick of it all is truem but I'm not gunna bother.
Things don't change. And wishes don't come true.
NOTE: if you're ever planning on eating a chili flavord slim jim 30 mins before bed. DONT. you'll wake up and your mouth will taste like an old gym sock.