update
Finally my life seems to be sorting itself out.
I have been accepeted into my local college for september and I'm currently really looking forward to that.
Then I hope to go to university and then to Japan to teach English as a second language...as that will be my carreer path.
I'm so FRICKEN happy that I have finally realised what I want to do with my life, so I no longer have that fear of being 40 and unemployed because I was too fucking lazy/incompetant to do something and make something of myself so yey! me
I of course have the what if i fail/arnt good enough in my classes but then i just steel my resolve and repeat my internal mantra that I can do it if I set my mind to it and I'll be FUCKED damned if I dont get it.
so thats the educational status update.
life however is slighlty more worrisom, my mum and I are arguing again due to her vice and I'm just getting restless and paranoid around her..honestly you should seriously here my conversations with my sister on the matter.
My sister is alright now, even though she has more hospital appointments than an old lady, and on enough pills to give a junkie a run for their money but shes alright thank kami.
my puppy is still convince that my cats are indeed a viable food group and constantly wakes me up just as i get to sleep, *fricken insomnia* cause she can see them and wants to play/ is hungry.
my cat's are the same. phelix is still a demon fatty and harely is his most adoreable self : )
and currently im trying to persuade my mother that we should get fish of the nemo variety but shes not biting *sighs*, but if i keep at perhaps she will see the error in her ways :D
thats it for now, i am going to make a habbit of posting more regulary, or at least try to :)