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I don't know if I got it all out last time...you see, I've had a lot on my mind lately.
Girls just aren't that nice anymore.
Sometimes you meet someone, and they are awesome, but as time goes on you see signs that lead you to believe other wise. Most girls wear masks like this, and its hard to find ones that are true. Some seem to be up there though, or pretty close. I thought I knew all about girls at one point.
I thought.
Then, something happened. I guess I'm not cool enough, or good looking enough or something. I don't have anything that shallow girls would desire. But shallowness seems to be the theme in todays society, and I can't understand why. Maybe someone can tell me. Its all about how I dress or act or talk or whatever. Its all a load of crap. For example, I wore the same shorts to summer school for three weeks and every day i got crap about it. Why does anyone even care?
Society needs to work on its image.
But I don't even wish I was cooler. I have friends (yes, even I do) that don't really care all that much. good people, they are, but many are unattainable. O well. No future experience romance novels for me.
O well.
It would be nice though. But I don't think I have time. With my arrest coming up in about a month and soccer and surfing and drumming, I don't have time to put up with emo life. enough crying into this journal, its getting all wet. This summer I'm going to do something big, something important...but I say that every summer. and I just sit around doing nothing. How fun.
at least nothing is seriously wrong with me. I'm in a good band, in good health and have a few good friends. Life turns out to be a lot less emo if you think about it. But girls really, seriously get me down.
Them, and close-mindedness.
I cant stand it. People are so blind to the fact that they are sheep, that they do what people tell them. I don't want to talk religion on here because it would be long and extensive, but people like that make my head spin. Open your eyes. see whats the truth for you, not what someone tells you. Understand all sides of an issue before you become biased to one or the other.
That's my view on life. sha-wing.
My life isn't emo as much as others, so I cant really pour my heart out on to this blue palette, but some stuff will surface eventually, and Ill be able to talk about that.
God I love animals.
And Music, too.
animals are like people, they have hearts and brains and muscles and bones, so what makes humans better. We can speak? so can they (they all have their own way of communication). We can think? so can they. ask any dog owner. We can feel? so can they. Go out and hit a cow, see the pain in its eyes, and the sadness, and tell me she didn't feel it. All that stuff religion tells you about them being born to die, is bullshit. how can you look at a little baby animal and tell me its only purpose here is to die? I don't understand this world at all.
Someone please enlighten me.
Music has that, that enlightenment about it. Listen to any kind, seriously listen, get the message, and music is beautiful. The universal language. I wish I could make good music, maybe I can someday.
Thank god someone knows how.
But still in need of enlightenment on pro meat eating.
go for it.
Girls just aren't that nice anymore.
Sometimes you meet someone, and they are awesome, but as time goes on you see signs that lead you to believe other wise. Most girls wear masks like this, and its hard to find ones that are true. Some seem to be up there though, or pretty close. I thought I knew all about girls at one point.
I thought.
Then, something happened. I guess I'm not cool enough, or good looking enough or something. I don't have anything that shallow girls would desire. But shallowness seems to be the theme in todays society, and I can't understand why. Maybe someone can tell me. Its all about how I dress or act or talk or whatever. Its all a load of crap. For example, I wore the same shorts to summer school for three weeks and every day i got crap about it. Why does anyone even care?
Society needs to work on its image.
But I don't even wish I was cooler. I have friends (yes, even I do) that don't really care all that much. good people, they are, but many are unattainable. O well. No future experience romance novels for me.
O well.
It would be nice though. But I don't think I have time. With my arrest coming up in about a month and soccer and surfing and drumming, I don't have time to put up with emo life. enough crying into this journal, its getting all wet. This summer I'm going to do something big, something important...but I say that every summer. and I just sit around doing nothing. How fun.
at least nothing is seriously wrong with me. I'm in a good band, in good health and have a few good friends. Life turns out to be a lot less emo if you think about it. But girls really, seriously get me down.
Them, and close-mindedness.
I cant stand it. People are so blind to the fact that they are sheep, that they do what people tell them. I don't want to talk religion on here because it would be long and extensive, but people like that make my head spin. Open your eyes. see whats the truth for you, not what someone tells you. Understand all sides of an issue before you become biased to one or the other.
That's my view on life. sha-wing.
My life isn't emo as much as others, so I cant really pour my heart out on to this blue palette, but some stuff will surface eventually, and Ill be able to talk about that.
God I love animals.
And Music, too.
animals are like people, they have hearts and brains and muscles and bones, so what makes humans better. We can speak? so can they (they all have their own way of communication). We can think? so can they. ask any dog owner. We can feel? so can they. Go out and hit a cow, see the pain in its eyes, and the sadness, and tell me she didn't feel it. All that stuff religion tells you about them being born to die, is bullshit. how can you look at a little baby animal and tell me its only purpose here is to die? I don't understand this world at all.
Someone please enlighten me.
Music has that, that enlightenment about it. Listen to any kind, seriously listen, get the message, and music is beautiful. The universal language. I wish I could make good music, maybe I can someday.
Thank god someone knows how.
But still in need of enlightenment on pro meat eating.
go for it.