sleeps
Yesterday felt like the slowest day! The time at work, the time getting home... of course, when I was driving home, I had ran into traffic, and then afterward, I go locally only to run into the train passing by, so I decided, "today feels long, why don't I just drive around for a little?" And I did, and eventually I went home later than usual. I ate some dinner, and still felt hungry, so had some more, and then went online like I usually do.
It still felt pretty long, even though usually by this time I'd be thinking about how I don't want to wake up early again just to go to work, or how I lack a lot of free time to truly focus on the things I'd like to get personally done... and I thought, "I could nap, I could sleep, that seems okay!" I like sleeping, even though I don't get enough of it normally. When I sleep, I always dream, and in my dreams, I usually can fly, or have some sort of cool power, and for some reason someone is always chasing me, after something of mine, and there is always someone there to protect me from that someone chasing me...
I woke up an hour later and decided, "It doesn't have to be a nap, why don't I just sleep more?" I don't have homework to do, like how I used to have to do during school, I don't have any required things from work to do at home (which is why I didn't bother attempting to join my mother's company-- it always gets work into my home life)...
So I just snuggled back into my sheets and slept some more. Even that felt really long! I had all sorts of dreams, but the main one I remember was trying to fly to Japan, and someone's father (for some reason I thought it was Minh's, maybe even someone else's?) also purchased a ticket. We got the time messed up and got to the airport like a whole 8 hours or so early, and went back to his house because we were too early. Somehow, talk came that we could just skip the flight and go tomorrow, simply because he didn't want to drive us back to the airport today...
When I woke up in the morning, I just thought how strange that was, I also thought about how I have a few friends who can't seem to remember what they've done awake and in a dream. Usually I can tell them apart-- I know when I got up to use the bathroom, I knew when my father and brother left to go to school, I knew when my mother came home last night, asking me if I had already eaten, but all that time I didn't stay awake, I went right back to sleep and my dream would always continue.
I think it was about 8:30, or something near that time when I just hopped into bed. Slept off and on in large intervals until I had to wake up to go to work this morning.
Somehow, that felt okay, especially, just like how I wrote, I would feel that I have less time to do the things I want to do, so I'd stay up, but it felt just like how I was when I was a kid-- it was all right to sleep at 9, and it was all right to leave the things I wanted to do for the next day.
Do I feel more rested? I guess, maybe for today, but I know this doesn't make up for the years of sleep I've really lost.
My mother e-mailed me at work just now, asking if I was okay, since I slept early. Usually that means I'm sick or something, so she likes to tell me the different ways to take care of myself. I replied back that I just decided my fun thing for the night was to sleep.
What was the point of this entry? I have no idea!
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note (what is this facebook), erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Sakura
2. A four Letter Word: Sake (Fine, fine, salt)
3. A boy's Name: Stephen
4. A girl's Name: Stephanie
5. An occupation: Sales
6. A color: Scarlet
7. Something you wear: Shoes
9. A food: Spaghetti
10. Something found in the bathroom: Sink
11. A place: San Jose
12. A reason for being late: Stealing precious things
13. Something you shout: STOP !!
14. A movie title: Spaceballs
15. Something you drink: Sprite
16. A musical group: SMAP
17. An animal: Snake
18. A street name: S Street
19. A type of car: Subaru
20. The title of a song: Scared
EDIT: THIS VIDEO
It still felt pretty long, even though usually by this time I'd be thinking about how I don't want to wake up early again just to go to work, or how I lack a lot of free time to truly focus on the things I'd like to get personally done... and I thought, "I could nap, I could sleep, that seems okay!" I like sleeping, even though I don't get enough of it normally. When I sleep, I always dream, and in my dreams, I usually can fly, or have some sort of cool power, and for some reason someone is always chasing me, after something of mine, and there is always someone there to protect me from that someone chasing me...
I woke up an hour later and decided, "It doesn't have to be a nap, why don't I just sleep more?" I don't have homework to do, like how I used to have to do during school, I don't have any required things from work to do at home (which is why I didn't bother attempting to join my mother's company-- it always gets work into my home life)...
So I just snuggled back into my sheets and slept some more. Even that felt really long! I had all sorts of dreams, but the main one I remember was trying to fly to Japan, and someone's father (for some reason I thought it was Minh's, maybe even someone else's?) also purchased a ticket. We got the time messed up and got to the airport like a whole 8 hours or so early, and went back to his house because we were too early. Somehow, talk came that we could just skip the flight and go tomorrow, simply because he didn't want to drive us back to the airport today...
When I woke up in the morning, I just thought how strange that was, I also thought about how I have a few friends who can't seem to remember what they've done awake and in a dream. Usually I can tell them apart-- I know when I got up to use the bathroom, I knew when my father and brother left to go to school, I knew when my mother came home last night, asking me if I had already eaten, but all that time I didn't stay awake, I went right back to sleep and my dream would always continue.
I think it was about 8:30, or something near that time when I just hopped into bed. Slept off and on in large intervals until I had to wake up to go to work this morning.
Somehow, that felt okay, especially, just like how I wrote, I would feel that I have less time to do the things I want to do, so I'd stay up, but it felt just like how I was when I was a kid-- it was all right to sleep at 9, and it was all right to leave the things I wanted to do for the next day.
Do I feel more rested? I guess, maybe for today, but I know this doesn't make up for the years of sleep I've really lost.
My mother e-mailed me at work just now, asking if I was okay, since I slept early. Usually that means I'm sick or something, so she likes to tell me the different ways to take care of myself. I replied back that I just decided my fun thing for the night was to sleep.
What was the point of this entry? I have no idea!
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note (what is this facebook), erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name: Sakura
2. A four Letter Word: Sake (Fine, fine, salt)
3. A boy's Name: Stephen
4. A girl's Name: Stephanie
5. An occupation: Sales
6. A color: Scarlet
7. Something you wear: Shoes
9. A food: Spaghetti
10. Something found in the bathroom: Sink
11. A place: San Jose
12. A reason for being late: Stealing precious things
13. Something you shout: STOP !!
14. A movie title: Spaceballs
15. Something you drink: Sprite
16. A musical group: SMAP
17. An animal: Snake
18. A street name: S Street
19. A type of car: Subaru
20. The title of a song: Scared
EDIT: THIS VIDEO