God, she's so stupid.
Happy Easter. I am not religious, but for those of you that are there it is for you.
Now on to what stupidity I brought upon myself.
Thursday, I was planning to go to class. Due to some reason I don't want to talk about, I convinced myself that it would be okay to see the webcast lecture instead, and skipped class. It's not required that you go to lecture if you watch the webcast.
Okay, that sounded good and dandy right? I wish I watched it on Friday. Or Saturday. Because then I would have been able to take my online quiz.
And in doing so, watching it today, I didn't take my online quiz. And if you miss the first quiz, you fail the course.
So, because of my sheer stupidity, I didn't take the online quiz. I forgot. So I e-mailed the TA and Professor, but the Professor's e-mail bounced, so I sent one over WebCT and called and left a voice message. They didn't reply.
If I can make it up, great, if not, then I'm going to have to drop the class and let someone else more responsible take my spot in the class. Since there are a ton of people who still want to join. Or maybe not. I don't know.
So now I have to hope that I can find another class. If they reply that it's okay and I can make it up, then great. If not, I got to find another class that's open, and quick.
Way to go. Way to go, self. I know I've been in this lack of motivation lull, but you know what, it's been going on for too long. I can't do things like I did in high school, I can't just sit myself down and finish everything at one sitting. Last quarter's results should have kicked me in the butt to do more, but somehow I don't really care that if I did fail this class that... I just don't... care.
That's a bad thing... because if I cared, I would have done more.
I really feel like just dropping school, but that's stupid because I've gone so far already. It would be a waste of money.
But would it be a bigger waste of money if I can't push myself to work, and I just keep going? That's like paying for a subscription service you're not even using, and still paying for it, isn't it?
Now on to what stupidity I brought upon myself.
Thursday, I was planning to go to class. Due to some reason I don't want to talk about, I convinced myself that it would be okay to see the webcast lecture instead, and skipped class. It's not required that you go to lecture if you watch the webcast.
Okay, that sounded good and dandy right? I wish I watched it on Friday. Or Saturday. Because then I would have been able to take my online quiz.
And in doing so, watching it today, I didn't take my online quiz. And if you miss the first quiz, you fail the course.
So, because of my sheer stupidity, I didn't take the online quiz. I forgot. So I e-mailed the TA and Professor, but the Professor's e-mail bounced, so I sent one over WebCT and called and left a voice message. They didn't reply.
If I can make it up, great, if not, then I'm going to have to drop the class and let someone else more responsible take my spot in the class. Since there are a ton of people who still want to join. Or maybe not. I don't know.
So now I have to hope that I can find another class. If they reply that it's okay and I can make it up, then great. If not, I got to find another class that's open, and quick.
Way to go. Way to go, self. I know I've been in this lack of motivation lull, but you know what, it's been going on for too long. I can't do things like I did in high school, I can't just sit myself down and finish everything at one sitting. Last quarter's results should have kicked me in the butt to do more, but somehow I don't really care that if I did fail this class that... I just don't... care.
That's a bad thing... because if I cared, I would have done more.
I really feel like just dropping school, but that's stupid because I've gone so far already. It would be a waste of money.
But would it be a bigger waste of money if I can't push myself to work, and I just keep going? That's like paying for a subscription service you're not even using, and still paying for it, isn't it?