Feb 23, 2006 06:06
This is... aaaagh. I just want to sleep, you know? Well, I wasn't feeling too great earlier, but I guess I'm a-okay now. I just can't sleep.
Sometimes being up too late at night (or in this case, way too early in the morning) makes me a little depressed. It's like you're alone with you, yourself, and well, you.
I tried reading, but it didn't work out too well. I just kept reading the same lines over and over again. My body was tired... my eyes were tired... but no matter what, I couldn't get myself into a sleep that I really need...
Ironically, once I'm in bed, I don't want to wake up. I'd wake up, and I think if I did try, I could probably stay asleep. It makes me wonder how long a person can sleep in a day. Could there be someone who can choose to sleep all day--literally?
Well, at least I don't have morning class tomorrow.
I didn't go to my painting class today. I didn't feel too well.
And I think something is going around. I see a lot of people getting sick at school, and even all over my friends list. It's a really weird thing.
I think people who have played Suikoden III would get my icon...
As for an update in my life, I guess it's okay. There are times where I think it's doing pretty good. Other times, I just kind of feel unsatisfactory. It just has a lot of conflict in it, and I can only hope that someday I can be free of it.
Art? Haven't really drawn in a while. I still want to get that website up someday. I know I've been saying this for years, and I have tried toward it, but I'd always scrap my designs because I dislike it...
...and the doujinshi thing... I just look back on it, and scrap those too, and start again. Makes me wonder if I can ever finish what I really want to do.
Summer, come back, come back! I still feel like it's the beginning of the school year, even though we're already so far into it! Summer, summer...
need sleep,
mom,
disneyland,
random,
dreams,
health,
thoughts,
depression,
hello my entries are public,
love,
tired,
heartbroken,
stupidity,
sick,
school,
fictional women,
life,
female knights ftw,
angst,
emo,
pointless crud