Michiru is tired, which isn't anything new.

Dec 04, 2005 00:45

Currently, I'm working on my Japanese skit. Have to memorize these lines by Tuesday, you know?

I had an interesting dream this morning. It involved a few people online, but it was so hazy that I can't remember it anymore. I was woken up by a phone call, so that's probably another reason why I can't remember.

I took a nap later, and had another dream. It was somewhat of a continuation. I often have these in my dreams. I remembered this one better, but it's unclear, too.

My family was in it. My father's brother in my dream (who looks nothing like the real guy) bullied our family in giving him things. It seemed like it was a normal thing to see tigers, panthers, kittens, cats... things like that run around. I had a bobcat. It was vicious toward others, but kind to me. It tried to warn me of my father's brother.

I can't remember much, but I had a staff, and I fought my hardest to get my father's brother off our backs. He was pretty good at fighting... and well, this world wasn't anything like the world we live in now. So it's sort of a fantasy...

I'm sitting here, with a slight headache (I took painkillers earlier)... tired eyes... feeling like something isn't right. I'm not really sure what. Maybe it's because I still have that skit to do on Tuesday, that final on Thursday, cleaning up of my room, finding things... finishing my drawings. Something like that, maybe.

...oh, right. Christmas. I keep forgetting about it, and I just feel awful... I... I need to get people presents... it might be easier if people just tell me what they want...!! Maybe I should just draw pictures again, but I kind of feel like that's so cheap... it doesn't cost anything but time...

Over the summer, I hope to play Suikoden, Suikoden II, Suikoden III, and actually finish Suikoden IV. I just feel like I need to play again. And FFT again. And finish some new games that I bought...

Or maybe I'm just saying all these things and won't be able to. Maybe I'll have a job again, and things like that. I don't know.

It's getting colder and colder, and I feel like I can't handle it. I like it when it's warm, hot... things like that.

Chikane, Agrias, Natsuki, Chris... I feel like I want to draw.

life

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