She wonders what went wrong.
I woke up this morning and everything was fine with my body, but then something happened that got me feeling quite emotional... and after those feelings came out, my chest felt tighter, my heart hurt, my shoulders tense. I couldn't stop trembling. I couldn't stop crying. I knew I was doing all these things, but I couldn't stop...
I went to class late.
It's been two hours and thirty minutes since then. My chest still feels tight, but it it's much looser than before. My lower back and right left sides of my lower abdomen hurt a lot. They feel very sore.
Haruka said that it was a nervous breakdown.
I've been having them recently.
...
I tossed away my empty tissue box.
Aris... if I could, I'd spend Thanksgiving with you. I've got many thanks.
I went to class late.
It's been two hours and thirty minutes since then. My chest still feels tight, but it it's much looser than before. My lower back and right left sides of my lower abdomen hurt a lot. They feel very sore.
Haruka said that it was a nervous breakdown.
I've been having them recently.
...
I tossed away my empty tissue box.
Aris... if I could, I'd spend Thanksgiving with you. I've got many thanks.