Feb 11, 2008 00:40
what's in a name?
what's in an age?
what's in a face?
something,
some sort of hormonal attraction that brings the beings of this world together.
brings the pets to love you
bring the allergies to the pets.
things are always as they are not.
and just when you have it all figured out
things begin to get worse
and the closer and closer you get
the worse and further it becomes from being the reality of things.
this is my underlying plea of my given, terrible end of the week.
the last time i posted a bulletin
someone decided to block me because i'm 'proper annoying.'
this is not a sympathy bout
it's just something important that i'm stuck on.
i've been told i'm annoying well balanced with the word amazing.
or that i'm a dick,
either or really, it just makes me think
well
maybe i'm more of an allergy than a person.
a repellent more so than the attractive hormone.
this is why sarah has found a group of amazing friends
this is why i'm still searching for anyone.
life is time to teach you growing up.
you swim like lions through the crest
and bathe yourself in zebra flesh.
this song really calms my nerves.
soothes them endlessly;
this song is the mother to my childlike nerves promising them heaven
and giving them comfort to give them solace.
my finger tips are cold.
these thoughts are incoherent.
when i'm upset i find i write horribly,
because i just can't prove any point
and quite frankly i don't want to write a point.
i just need to type
it drains me a little more with each key
1 cell silenced
15 cells silenced
30 cells silenced.
its a cycle i need to continue.
i've been down hearted baby
i've been down hearted baby
ever since the day
ever since the day we met.
none of my questions can be answered
this was a waste of someone's five minutes.
this is a hypocritical moment where i wish i owned a journal, but at the same time
i know i wouldn't write in it
because i'm to lazy to write.
kudos to the night
kudos to the endless lovers,
kudos to the music.
this is a goodnight to all, and all a goodnight.
P.S.
you stay classy classic literature.
contemplative,
give up,
tired