collection.
i've always found it weird when people say they have a collection of thoughts. this is really only weird to me due to the fact i don't really collect thoughts
it's not my forte.
i think them
then i dispell them.
that process ends right about the second i use the word dissaparate!
then they are consumed by nothingness.
i hope one day my thoughts don't find a way to reappear.
i think that would cause a bit of a problem...having a rush of a thought rebellion.
considering they would be invaders to my head, i'd like to think my white blood cells would stop being so subjective to their targets and step in to help the battle subside.
regardless it's a complicated issue and i might be giving my thoughts to many ideas. it'd be best to change the subject
dissaparate!
sometimes people ask me about my day
and miniscule things seem the focus of my monotonous days.
it's hard to tell people a story about how you had 5 dreams after sleeping for 23 hours...
it's just not interesting when people can say they saw a movie.
a visual prospect of someone else's dream can be far more entertaining then the likes of a failed storyteller.
but have heart,
i'll never give up the desire to tell my stories.
but even so
it doesn't change the fact my days are long
and boring.
i work about one day a week
but am continually promised that hours will pick up soon.
it's a matter of trust really.
i'm in a relationship with my job
and i'm completely whipped.
next thing you know they'll be forcing me to cook dinner every night and become a stay at home mom with the prospect of cleaning house everday being the only thing to look foward too.
that, is a cheap trick.
i can lie and profess that i am storing up my creative energies to detonate one hell of a creative piece full of wonderment and shit.
but then i'm putting to much pressure on myself
and i'd prolong the process.
i think this piece is pretaining to many words of the 'p' sort.
i think i need to make use of variety
or maybe this is just a piece of prose reflecting the elements my life has obtained?
who knows.
i know.
but shh.
i'm not telling.
over and out america & other assorment of places.
it's not my forte.
i think them
then i dispell them.
that process ends right about the second i use the word dissaparate!
then they are consumed by nothingness.
i hope one day my thoughts don't find a way to reappear.
i think that would cause a bit of a problem...having a rush of a thought rebellion.
considering they would be invaders to my head, i'd like to think my white blood cells would stop being so subjective to their targets and step in to help the battle subside.
regardless it's a complicated issue and i might be giving my thoughts to many ideas. it'd be best to change the subject
dissaparate!
sometimes people ask me about my day
and miniscule things seem the focus of my monotonous days.
it's hard to tell people a story about how you had 5 dreams after sleeping for 23 hours...
it's just not interesting when people can say they saw a movie.
a visual prospect of someone else's dream can be far more entertaining then the likes of a failed storyteller.
but have heart,
i'll never give up the desire to tell my stories.
but even so
it doesn't change the fact my days are long
and boring.
i work about one day a week
but am continually promised that hours will pick up soon.
it's a matter of trust really.
i'm in a relationship with my job
and i'm completely whipped.
next thing you know they'll be forcing me to cook dinner every night and become a stay at home mom with the prospect of cleaning house everday being the only thing to look foward too.
that, is a cheap trick.
i can lie and profess that i am storing up my creative energies to detonate one hell of a creative piece full of wonderment and shit.
but then i'm putting to much pressure on myself
and i'd prolong the process.
i think this piece is pretaining to many words of the 'p' sort.
i think i need to make use of variety
or maybe this is just a piece of prose reflecting the elements my life has obtained?
who knows.
i know.
but shh.
i'm not telling.
over and out america & other assorment of places.