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Respect...yeah...
There's a lot more to respect than just a person's mind or name. Even though I try my hardest to hide the fact that I have feelings from the rest of the world, you always knew they were there.
Respect
And that's one of the few things I asked for. It's always good to know that someone only loves you to a point. That when they decide that they're going to get on with their life with someone else they won't hesitate to shit all over yours. Mind, Name or Emotion.
It has barely been a week.
Thank you for the beautiful memory of our relationship. Thank you for how deeply you loved me. And Thank you for the knowledge of how easily and quickly and hazardously that can all change.
Your "sorry's" don't mean shit. If you were sorry than you would change it, fix it, try to help. You're only sorry that I take offense to it. And you actually could be here for me if you truely wanted to...if chasing ass and drinking the last year and a half away wasn't what you really wanted.
You can't fade in and out of friendships as you please, either of you. I've tried really hard to respect both of you and your lives in this last week, with much success. Though the blatant disregard for my emotions on many levels throws one hell of a fucking wrench in the gears. So, without further adieu, fuck off.
The person I considered a friend apparently never existed. And the person I fell in love with died last week.
Current Mood: seriously...how long did you think it would take before I snapped?
There's a lot more to respect than just a person's mind or name. Even though I try my hardest to hide the fact that I have feelings from the rest of the world, you always knew they were there.
Respect
And that's one of the few things I asked for. It's always good to know that someone only loves you to a point. That when they decide that they're going to get on with their life with someone else they won't hesitate to shit all over yours. Mind, Name or Emotion.
It has barely been a week.
Thank you for the beautiful memory of our relationship. Thank you for how deeply you loved me. And Thank you for the knowledge of how easily and quickly and hazardously that can all change.
Your "sorry's" don't mean shit. If you were sorry than you would change it, fix it, try to help. You're only sorry that I take offense to it. And you actually could be here for me if you truely wanted to...if chasing ass and drinking the last year and a half away wasn't what you really wanted.
You can't fade in and out of friendships as you please, either of you. I've tried really hard to respect both of you and your lives in this last week, with much success. Though the blatant disregard for my emotions on many levels throws one hell of a fucking wrench in the gears. So, without further adieu, fuck off.
The person I considered a friend apparently never existed. And the person I fell in love with died last week.
Current Mood: seriously...how long did you think it would take before I snapped?