Sigh.
There's nothing else to do. My feet are half frozen and I feel like I'm babysitting. I have two weeks of this. One week without Carl. How will I survive?
And the funny thing is, I already miss him. It normally would have taken me a few days to realize the loss. In Ben's case, in Kaylen's case, but not in Carl's case.
I realized I missed him the moment I went to bed and found myself desperately missing him, and knowing that tomorrow wouldn't be worth it.
Oh, well. Linkin Park is playing in the background and that makes everything better, hopefully. At least it's not Avril Lavigne. Sorry I have to say..
Haha. Five nominations and no wins. Woo!
Although, I had wished that John Mayer would have won more...
Anyhow, that's not the reason I'm on.
I'm updating because I have nothing else to do. Kaylen ran off abruptly, obviously not the best conversationalist, and there's no one else on who remotely interests me, considering I've been becoming less and less involved in everyone else and more into Carl. I suppose I should remedy that while he's gone, though I doubt I'll be much conversation. I get so whiny when I'm lonely, don't I?
And you should know, I've whined in here enough. But I suppose that's neither here nor there. I have Carl, and I'm not cursing God for making me miserable, because I can't possibly be miserable when Carl will be here Friday.
He'll be back. That's what makes this bearable.
Anyhow.. I'll be updating more, because, well.. I used to be busy with Carl, but now I'm not. I think that's self-explainitory.
That's all I really wanted to do. Update a little.. go upstairs.. read.. not be interrupted. I'll get three out of the four done, but not getting interrupted with my little neice/cousin, I've lost track, is impossible.
Mel
And the funny thing is, I already miss him. It normally would have taken me a few days to realize the loss. In Ben's case, in Kaylen's case, but not in Carl's case.
I realized I missed him the moment I went to bed and found myself desperately missing him, and knowing that tomorrow wouldn't be worth it.
Oh, well. Linkin Park is playing in the background and that makes everything better, hopefully. At least it's not Avril Lavigne. Sorry I have to say..
Haha. Five nominations and no wins. Woo!
Although, I had wished that John Mayer would have won more...
Anyhow, that's not the reason I'm on.
I'm updating because I have nothing else to do. Kaylen ran off abruptly, obviously not the best conversationalist, and there's no one else on who remotely interests me, considering I've been becoming less and less involved in everyone else and more into Carl. I suppose I should remedy that while he's gone, though I doubt I'll be much conversation. I get so whiny when I'm lonely, don't I?
And you should know, I've whined in here enough. But I suppose that's neither here nor there. I have Carl, and I'm not cursing God for making me miserable, because I can't possibly be miserable when Carl will be here Friday.
He'll be back. That's what makes this bearable.
Anyhow.. I'll be updating more, because, well.. I used to be busy with Carl, but now I'm not. I think that's self-explainitory.
That's all I really wanted to do. Update a little.. go upstairs.. read.. not be interrupted. I'll get three out of the four done, but not getting interrupted with my little neice/cousin, I've lost track, is impossible.
Mel