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I feel so good about my dolls right now. I've never felt like this before! Faceups were never good enough; outfits didn't come together quite right. I also used to care a lot about being liked and wanted to become well-known. I guess I grew up. These days appreciation is great, but I'd still sew if I never made a cent and I'd still take photos if I didn't get a single comment. It feels so nice to just do things by whatever whimsy happens to float in my head, rather than thinking about whether or not it'll sell or if it's "cool" enough to make me stand out. I wonder if these changes in my attitude are due to my having been in the hobby for so long (and outgrowing/getting tired of bs) or to how much I've changed since high school. Probably both :)
Just had a mini heart attack in the bathroom when I was about to wash my face and noticed a two inch-long centipede on the shower curtain. Flipped my shit and whined like a little brat for my daddy to come kill it. The silver lining is that these things only seem to appear after 12:30, so I guess there's my motivation for maintaining a normal sleep schedule this summer...
Feels so good to be home, though :)