Ready to Take the Leap?

[milotic17]

I am feeling very tired and sleep-deprived at the moment. I went to bed at 1:00 on Wednesday night (err, Thursday morning) and got up at 5:00 on Thursday morning, and that was the third day in a row I got up before 7:30 (and I never get up that early). I also had to get up at 7:00 for my visit to Sarah Lawrence on Saturday. To be fair I did sleep

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[milotic17]

Yeah, I think this could be a good opprtuniy. Of course, I can easily see it going the other way, too, but even if it does that doesn't mean it has to stay that way; what I mean is that even if things start out rough and I struggle it doesn't mean that it'll stay that way forever and that I can't turn things around. Hopefully I'll be so involved with writing and going to classes that I won't be so focused on my weight. We'll see, though.

Actually, I usually eat more at home than I do at school, simply because I don't want to fight with my parents, and when I refuse to eat fighting ensues. Still, the ED thoughts get bad at home, and I tend to get really depressed because I can't restrict and lose weight. I'm not saying that I should be doing those things or that I necessarily would do them if I could (though I probably would), but knowing that I don't even have the option kind of drives me crazy.

No, no one does blood work on me. I don't think the doctor at school takes what's going on very seriously, probably because my weight isn't low. That, in turn, makes it hard for me to take it seriously.

Yeah, I think it is normal to be afraid of homesickness. Hopefully we'll both be so involved with school that we won't struggle with it too much.

Thanks for the advice about my thesis. I will definitely consider what you've said. :)