in a slump

[miloteh]

i really do not want 2009 to arrive.

many many factors: -
- graduation year
- looking for job in this crazy economy plus feelings of incompetency and lousiness
- worries of a roof over our heads with a 6month deadline
- worries of adapting to new phase of life
- unnecessary worries yada yada yada

as you can see....
i am my own self destruction.