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family turmoil hopefully settling down. extremely sedentary day. so looking forward to tomorrow - learning all about turkeys in preparation of the fancy dinner party our house is having with our extra money from switching to at&t.
the only thing that's really bothering me now is that andrew seems to have forgotten that i exist. like, at all. which is understandable in some respects: we haven't talked in almost a year [when we debated the pros and cons of his moving out of his and jesse's room], and he probably associates me with sarah, which doesn't exactly not make sense. but for some reason, despite all of this, it doesn't seem fair. for reasons i can't adequately explain, it just seems like we should be friends again, and yet i haven't been to the dewey house in over a month, i didn't go to the glee club concert, and i tried to become invisible the other day when i passed him on my way home from class.
i think i might be afraid he won't want to talk to me.
suddenly, i have a hankering for text twist.
the only thing that's really bothering me now is that andrew seems to have forgotten that i exist. like, at all. which is understandable in some respects: we haven't talked in almost a year [when we debated the pros and cons of his moving out of his and jesse's room], and he probably associates me with sarah, which doesn't exactly not make sense. but for some reason, despite all of this, it doesn't seem fair. for reasons i can't adequately explain, it just seems like we should be friends again, and yet i haven't been to the dewey house in over a month, i didn't go to the glee club concert, and i tried to become invisible the other day when i passed him on my way home from class.
i think i might be afraid he won't want to talk to me.
suddenly, i have a hankering for text twist.