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Red
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Hey. Went to FOs tonight. .....convinced Matthew to come to.......at first I didn't want to go, but my sis wanted to go. Problem was, Matthew had his bike at my house and had to get a ride. So....I wanted to try to get him to go....I didn't want to go without him either.......*sigh*...of course, he was grumpy because of it......that made me grumpy.......I wanted to cry....I'm so insecure.....I don't have a lot of faith in myself.......I keep wondering what he sees in me, or worse, if he sees anything at all......I don't know because....he never says anything........tonight in the car I asked if I could lean on him and I did and then I reached over and held his hand.......for an instent...he rubed his thumb on my hand......I got butterflies........for an second...I felt like he was saying he cared................................*sigh* I really like him.....that's probably why I'm killing myself over all this........^.^ Strike was fun and quick (unusually). ^.^ NEXT IS CRISTMAS CAROL!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^ <3 <3 <3 <3 CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
Red
LOVE.
Hey. Went to FOs tonight. .....convinced Matthew to come to.......at first I didn't want to go, but my sis wanted to go. Problem was, Matthew had his bike at my house and had to get a ride. So....I wanted to try to get him to go....I didn't want to go without him either.......*sigh*...of course, he was grumpy because of it......that made me grumpy.......I wanted to cry....I'm so insecure.....I don't have a lot of faith in myself.......I keep wondering what he sees in me, or worse, if he sees anything at all......I don't know because....he never says anything........tonight in the car I asked if I could lean on him and I did and then I reached over and held his hand.......for an instent...he rubed his thumb on my hand......I got butterflies........for an second...I felt like he was saying he cared................................*sigh* I really like him.....that's probably why I'm killing myself over all this........^.^ Strike was fun and quick (unusually). ^.^ NEXT IS CRISTMAS CAROL!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^ <3 <3 <3 <3 CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^