Every Beginning must have an End
Well as of today I have lost one of my best friends. I do not know how it came to this but I guess that when you let lies and deceit pile up people
stop caring about what you have to say. I have done a lot of good things and a lot of bad things in my life and I would of never thought that I would be the guy who picked a girl over one of his friends. Well I stand here today before you saying that I am one of those guys and it is the worst feeling in the world. I would give anything to get my friend back and I know that I do not deserve it but I think every person does something that they regret and I think they should get a chance at forgiveness. But I guess when you lie about stuff that people really do not care if you deserve a second chance or not. God says that everyone sins and if you are truly sorry and ask for your sins to be forgivin then they are. Well I am truly sorry and my sins are not being forgivin or forgot so for everyone out there who thinks that life will not catch up to you you are wrong. Things can happen that you do not want to but sometimes you can not control it and if you could then life would be perfect and we all know there is no such thing as perfect. I will leave this journal like this, I am truly sorry for my sins and I wish that one day that my friend can forgive me and at least acknowledge me as friend and until that day I will do everything in my power to prove how sorry I really am..
stop caring about what you have to say. I have done a lot of good things and a lot of bad things in my life and I would of never thought that I would be the guy who picked a girl over one of his friends. Well I stand here today before you saying that I am one of those guys and it is the worst feeling in the world. I would give anything to get my friend back and I know that I do not deserve it but I think every person does something that they regret and I think they should get a chance at forgiveness. But I guess when you lie about stuff that people really do not care if you deserve a second chance or not. God says that everyone sins and if you are truly sorry and ask for your sins to be forgivin then they are. Well I am truly sorry and my sins are not being forgivin or forgot so for everyone out there who thinks that life will not catch up to you you are wrong. Things can happen that you do not want to but sometimes you can not control it and if you could then life would be perfect and we all know there is no such thing as perfect. I will leave this journal like this, I am truly sorry for my sins and I wish that one day that my friend can forgive me and at least acknowledge me as friend and until that day I will do everything in my power to prove how sorry I really am..