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I cannot express how irritated I am at the moment. I have certain concerns and worries that are my own stupid thing, and when you turn around and confirm it. It hurts, a lot. I'm sorry I'm such an imposition. I know I'm horrible right now, but what the fuck am I supposed to do? If you don't like the situation, say it to my face.
I can't believe how much of what you said made me hate my life right now. I've tried so hard to accept the circumstances, but every day I learn how much I can't. The problem is I don't know how to change it now. How do you reverse every decision you've made in the past month and be happy about it? Maybe I'll rethink my plans for next year. If the current situation sucks so much, maybe that's best. I hate when people feel obligated because of me and that's what I'm beginning to see now. It just won't work like this.
The whole hermit in the woods idea sounds better and better.
I can't believe how much of what you said made me hate my life right now. I've tried so hard to accept the circumstances, but every day I learn how much I can't. The problem is I don't know how to change it now. How do you reverse every decision you've made in the past month and be happy about it? Maybe I'll rethink my plans for next year. If the current situation sucks so much, maybe that's best. I hate when people feel obligated because of me and that's what I'm beginning to see now. It just won't work like this.
The whole hermit in the woods idea sounds better and better.