2006
Title: Better Next Year
Fandom: The O.C.
Characters:, Ryan, Cohens+1
Spoilers: up through 4.7 The Chrismukk-huh?
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own nothing related to The O.C.. No profit taken.
Description: Four scenes with Ryan, one for each of
the four Chrismukkahs he has spent with the Cohens.
Beta:
fredsmith518 (Click on the "better next year" tag to see all chapters.)
2006: The Chrismukk-huh?
Ryan’s fourth Chrismukkah was really good. Well, aside from
falling off the roof with Taylor, and the two of them landing in the hospital
in a coma (however briefly). They had to do Christmas at the hospital, since
the doctor insisted upon keeping them overnight for observation, even if it was
Christmas Eve. But it worked out fine, good even. Sandy and Seth had brought in
all the Chrismukkah stuff, and everyone was there. Other than the ham dinner
that Kirsten had planned, everything else was pretty much the same as it would
have been at home.
But still, Ryan was really glad to get home Christmas
evening after he and Taylor were finally released from the hospital. When he
stepped into the pool house, though, something seemed different. He stopped
just inside the doors and looked around, confused, trying to figure it out.
Sandy and Kirsten, who were both behind him, escorting him home, also stopped.
After a moment, Kirsten spoke up. “Ryan, is something
wrong?”
“Is there something different in here? It looks different.”
Kirsten gestured in the direction of the kitchenette. “Well,
I put that present in here.” Ryan looked over and saw Taylor’s present sitting
on the kitchen island. “The tag said it was to you from Taylor. I found it next
to where you two had fallen outside the living room doors.”
“What? I thought I put it -“ Ryan was even more confused
now. He could have sworn that he put Taylor’s present in the pool house
himself, and not in the kitchen, either. He looked around some more. No, it
wasn’t just the present that was different, so he asked, “Nothing else?”
This time Sandy answered. “No, everything else is just the
way you left it.”
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Sandy and Kirsten
exchange a worried look. He could guess what they were thinking. That he was
confused because of his concussion. But that wasn’t it. He was sure of it.
There was something different, he just couldn’t put his finger on it.
Sandy put his hand on Ryan’s shoulder. “Come on, let’s get
you to bed. You’ve had a busy day.”
Once Ryan was finished changing into his pajamas and
brushing his teeth, he headed out of the bathroom, planning on going right over
and climbing into bed, but he was stopped short at the doorway. He broke out in
a grin, not believing what he was seeing. As he stood there watching in
amusement, Sandy and Kirsten ran around for several minutes, fixing up the pool
house for him: putting out a glass of water, plumping his pillows, putting an
extra blanket at the foot of his bed, moving some of his books out of the way.
What did they think he was? Eight years old?
But it was cute. And actually he really enjoyed watching
them work together. He guessed he enjoyed it because they’d had some ups and
downs in their relationship (although not lately), and he liked seeing them
happy together again. Just as he’d enjoyed seeing Seth and Summer happy
together all day, he guessed because of the troubles that they’d had with the
long-distance thing while Summer was at Brown.
Once she and Sandy finally got Ryan all tucked into bed,
Kirsten leaned over and kissed him on the forehead. “Get a good night’s sleep,
Sweetie. We’ll be just inside if you need anything.”
Sandy followed that up with, “Remember, you have to take it
easy for the next few days, but after that you’ll be just fine. You should be
good to go for New Year’s Eve.”
Ryan smiled at them. “Thanks, you guys. Don’t worry, I’ll be
fine, really. This isn’t the first Christmas I’ve spent in the hospital.”
As soon as he said it, Sandy and Kirsten froze, the way they
always did when he talked about the past. Ryan immediately wished he could take
it back. He didn’t know why he said it. He hadn’t even been thinking about the
past. It just kind of came out.
He tried to backtrack. “That is - I mean -”
Sandy recovered first and put on an awkward smile. “Well,
even so, we’re sorry that you had to spend this year in the hospital. We’ll
make everything that much better next year, to make up for it, you’ll see.”
Ryan gave him an hesitant smile back.
After another awkward moment, Kirsten took a deep breath and
told him, “Well, we should go, let you get some sleep.”
After that, they left quickly, shutting off the lights on
their way out. Although Sandy paused in the doorway before he completely shut the
door. “Good night, kid. Happy Chrismukkah.”
“Good night, Sandy. Happy Chrismukkah to you, too.”
After Sandy left, Ryan snuggled down into the covers and
stared up at the dark ceiling. It’ll be better next year. That’s what
they always said. There was always something, some kind of drama, every year
which apparently ruined Chrismukkah. But honestly, any year in Newport was way
better than any year in Chino. Ryan shook his head. No, he wasn’t going to
dwell on the past any more. What was past was past. He needed to look towards
the future.
And the future was Taylor. He finally felt ready to call her
his girlfriend. He didn’t know why, but he was finally able to move on, to get
on with his life. He felt better than he had since the accident, maybe even before
that. He didn’t know exactly how it happened, though. Maybe that letter he got
from Marissa, telling him that she was leaving Newport so they could get on
with their lives. That she loved him but had to say good-bye. He guessed he
felt the same way. Even though he still loved her, he had to tell her good-bye.
Ryan smiled to himself, then snuggled further under the
covers, pulling them up to his chin, and closed his eyes. He was finally
looking forward to the future, and it felt great.