Oh no I'm down to one!
I am still in shock. It really hasn't hit me yet. This morning Emily, a very good friend of mine, told me that she's not going to go to Los Gatos next year, that she is enrolled in Mitty! I have two real friends at Los Gatos, Remy and Emily, now my numbers have been cut in half. I'm going to miss seeing her everyday at school. I can't even comprehend the fact that we won't walk together at graduation, we won't go to prom together (unless she finds a Los Gatos date that is), and we won't be at grad night together. Right now there are no huge consequences to her leaving, just my loneliness, but looking into the future it is just sad.
Neither of us particularly liked school last year, in fact we positively hated every part of our academic year, but I just figured that was High School for us. I never even considered switching schools, and I'd never thought about the fact that Emily might.
I know I will always have Remy at school, but she hangs out with a different crowd of people who I'm not friends with. Mine and Remy's time has always been after school not so much during. These are all very selfish worries really, but I'm just wondering who on earth I am going to hang out with and be friends with at school...
This summer I've hung out with youth group people for most of the time, and I have loved every bit of it. I've spent time with some old school friends a couple of times (really just because I felt I should) but I haven't had as much fun as I used to with them. I'm not as close with them as I used to be, even though the majority of my old friends stayed good friends.
Ugh this is a depressing start to the day, and has left me feeling very sorry for myself :(
Neither of us particularly liked school last year, in fact we positively hated every part of our academic year, but I just figured that was High School for us. I never even considered switching schools, and I'd never thought about the fact that Emily might.
I know I will always have Remy at school, but she hangs out with a different crowd of people who I'm not friends with. Mine and Remy's time has always been after school not so much during. These are all very selfish worries really, but I'm just wondering who on earth I am going to hang out with and be friends with at school...
This summer I've hung out with youth group people for most of the time, and I have loved every bit of it. I've spent time with some old school friends a couple of times (really just because I felt I should) but I haven't had as much fun as I used to with them. I'm not as close with them as I used to be, even though the majority of my old friends stayed good friends.
Ugh this is a depressing start to the day, and has left me feeling very sorry for myself :(