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I've booked myself a doctors appointment for next week. I'm fine at work cos I've got stuff to think of. But the minute I leave I feel crap. Today I struggled to go round Asda after getting an FB message from Yvonne about the caravan weekend.
This isn't me. But I'm slipping.. everything is just shades of grey and I'm losing the will to pretend now. I just want to go to bed and sleep, there's little point in being awake. I'd rather dream about good stuff than have to put up with this.
I just need to push on for a few days.. India will be good as it'll keep me busy and focused. Appointment is the day after I get back and I've got a busy few days at work.
*deep breath*
I can beat this shit!
This isn't me. But I'm slipping.. everything is just shades of grey and I'm losing the will to pretend now. I just want to go to bed and sleep, there's little point in being awake. I'd rather dream about good stuff than have to put up with this.
I just need to push on for a few days.. India will be good as it'll keep me busy and focused. Appointment is the day after I get back and I've got a busy few days at work.
*deep breath*
I can beat this shit!