May 26, 2012 09:59
So, it's done. I'm done. 14 years of my life, over. As of yesterday at half past three, I had left school! My body is not ready! I can't leave school yet, I've barely gotten the hang of it! I can't get my homework in on time, how the hell am I mean to feed and clothe myself and function like an actual, independent human being!?
We had 'Latintude', a festival themed last day. With wristbands and a stage and bands and such. I didn't really get emotional, until when we went back to Mo's afterwards, and tried to sign yearbooks and found we really... couldn't. Like, how can I summarise around one tiny photo in a few minutes everything that my friends of 7 years mean to me? You can't. We basically ended up filling whole pages and the front and back covers with quotes and funny stories, as if, if we can write them all down now we won't forget. I'm actually pretty sad now (though I'm not sure why because I know for a fact I'm seeing most of them next week and then absolutely bloody everyone for REEF 2k12, WOOOOH.) Steph got really rather tipsy, though, that was funny, and cheered us all up.
What other things have happened in my life? My dad started chemo the other week, he's not doing great, but he's as well as we could hope. I have a boyfriend now, boyfriends are cool. (Alec is lovely and buys me ice cream from town and cooks me turkey dinosaurs and when serving the turkey dinosaurs ensured that I got a stegosaurus and a triceratops instead of two stegosauruses, that's love that is). Avengers. Decided on Southampton. Went to Matt's house in Wales and got rained on a lot, discovering the wonder of Google translate reading things aloud ('Ex-que-ze me, dooze this have egg-in?'). Avengers. Got grandma's care sorted out. Avengers. Avengersavengersavengers. It is a seriously important event in my life right now. A lot of songs are off limits because of Avengers-related emotions now.
So I'm going to go change out of my crinkly dress which is still a little damp from the water fight that lasted hours yesterday and go do some work so I don't fail my exams and end up living in a box.
SORRY BUT OH MY GOD MY EYES ARE ITCHY HAYFEVER AAAAAHHHHH.
summer house is my song this summer,
sad times,
school,
good times,
last time ever using the school tag,
avengers love,
study leave