over
Well, it's over, 13 months and it's over... I don't even want to believe it, I can't. It's for the best though. If it wouldn't have happened now, it would have happened this summer and would have hurt more. I cried all last night, I'm not mad, but of course I'm going to be upset, I agreed with him we decided this together, it is for the best. We are both going away to school next year. Our lives are going in different directions. I will always love him, I had so much fun with him, he is such a big part of my life. I can't picture him with anyone else, or me with anyone else, for now at least... It will take me some time, today I thought I was fine, and I was taking a shower earlier and just started crying, who wouldn't? I don't have a prom date now, I don't have someone to cuddle with and to kiss, I don't have my Steven.... Can I do this, when will I be ok?
Spring break is in 11 days and the cruise will be good for me to get away from here for a while,god I'm going to miss him so damn much. There were times when I thought I could be with him forever... but I'm 18 what do I know. Steven I will always have love for you, always....
Spring break is in 11 days and the cruise will be good for me to get away from here for a while,god I'm going to miss him so damn much. There were times when I thought I could be with him forever... but I'm 18 what do I know. Steven I will always have love for you, always....