nothing seems fine right now.

[millerliite]

so nothing seems fine right now.

i'm sorry for being a complete bitch of friday. you guys are my best friends. i love you.

and i'm confused. and don't know what to do with myself.

when i go to tahoe i am able to get away from everything and think things over

well i went. and returned. and seem to be at the same spot i was before i left.
and even more distressed. and feel like i've missed out on a lot. have i?

i miss my friends even though they are right there.
i need to get some sleep.

fitucker89: just give it time

i miss fiona. i miss the time when everything was simple. i miss you.

oh okay. nick just sent me this. maybe this is the reason:

January 24th - Most Depressing Day of the Year
Josh Pringle
Monday, January 24, 2005

You're cold, miserable, in debt and you've already broken your New Year's resolutions.

Welcome to January 24, the most depressing day of the year, according to a British psychologist.

The psychologist has devised a mathematical formula that pinpoints today as our lowest point.

where does he find these things?!?!

love