my thoughts, if you're interested

[millerliite]

so, i don't really know why i keep this live journal going. i completely fail at updating. i'm not good at it or even consistent. i guess it is because i like it for times like this, when i just need to write to clear my head. i should get a real journal. i probably will soon. but for now, i'm using this as an outlet. here i am, 15 years old, a

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[anonymous]

HEYYY AVE!!! its casey your long lost friend...btw i miss you like no other and yes i do look at your lj when you do update it if ever. anyways i just wanted to say that i know every feeling that you are having. moving to new york, away from my friends, my boyfriend, my past life was the hardest thing that i ever had to do. and i remember counting down the days until i was moving so terrified of when that day would actually come. i tried to cram in every single thing that i wanted to do like going to every restaurant that i ever loved, going to everyone of my friends houses for the last time, doing as many nations drive bys as possible, hanging out with all my friends for the last time, taking pictures of everything that exists in orinda, and just thinking about how grateful i am to have had every one of those things and how lucky i am to have the memories that i did. but let me just say that now that i live in new york i really do realize how special my past was and who my true friends are. your true friends will never forget you and you will never forget your true friends. i couldnt have told my friends anymore times of how much they mean to me and i still do and i will continue to do that. dont be scared of the future ave life goes on the important things will come along with you and the unimportant will stay behind. you have a long life ahead of you and the things that you are most scared of in the future really arent all that bad...trust me. anyways i just thought i would tell you that i love you to death and i miss my little sophomore girls. im coming home over christmas if your not home your going down. MISS YOU

btw good luck in soccer this year ha its going to be fun...haha not (<3mo)