school/golf/blah.blah.blah.
school is soon. and i'm not hyped. yeah senior year: woo hoo and all, but i dunno. i just feel blah about it. i feel like domain people were such a big part of my summer and not seeing them any throughout the school year is not an option. i like them all too much. and they just seem so much less
"drama-fied" than my school friends (minus grace who is going to be my rock at school this year). i just dont want to have to do homework all the time and try at things. that sounds really lazy but i've gotten used to this summer of chilling. i feel like i'm pushing myself too hard. im taking physics, ap biology, ap english, adv. calculus, and some freebie classes. but those 4 hard ones will kill me.
in other news, golf. i am trying, really trying this year to get good. its difficult when your "coach" doesnt know the first thing about golf and doesnt actually COACH you and the other girls on your team show up when they feel like it and dont try to improve their game any. its just frustrating. ifeel like im the only one who cares about our team. golf is by far the most frustrating thing i've ever done though. i mean, with piano i could practice for 30 minutes right before my lesson and my teacher would think i'd worked my butt off all week. it came easy. with soccer, i mean im not really "good" at it but the skills came easily too me at least. and i felt lik i could hold my own in it. but with golf, the rewards are far less noticable and much slower coming. i just want to be good at it so bad and its so hard. well now that ive bored you all to sleep talking about golf...
domain people: please stay in touch over the school year. i need you all. that's my venting for the night. later.
"drama-fied" than my school friends (minus grace who is going to be my rock at school this year). i just dont want to have to do homework all the time and try at things. that sounds really lazy but i've gotten used to this summer of chilling. i feel like i'm pushing myself too hard. im taking physics, ap biology, ap english, adv. calculus, and some freebie classes. but those 4 hard ones will kill me.
in other news, golf. i am trying, really trying this year to get good. its difficult when your "coach" doesnt know the first thing about golf and doesnt actually COACH you and the other girls on your team show up when they feel like it and dont try to improve their game any. its just frustrating. ifeel like im the only one who cares about our team. golf is by far the most frustrating thing i've ever done though. i mean, with piano i could practice for 30 minutes right before my lesson and my teacher would think i'd worked my butt off all week. it came easy. with soccer, i mean im not really "good" at it but the skills came easily too me at least. and i felt lik i could hold my own in it. but with golf, the rewards are far less noticable and much slower coming. i just want to be good at it so bad and its so hard. well now that ive bored you all to sleep talking about golf...
domain people: please stay in touch over the school year. i need you all. that's my venting for the night. later.