*eyes light up* {thinks: I get a chance to convert the Pharaoh to Nightwish?! YES!!!} Yeah, sure, you can listen. Here. *struggles as he tries to put the headphones on Atem's pointy head, but succeeds, and starts playing the CD*
*looks at Atem with a half dazed look* I don't feel so well. *sits down slowly* I don't like my weak constitution at all. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to stop getting dizzy. *looks a bit flushed*
*no longer panicked by this, sits down beside him* You will find your proper balance. *takes off head phones and turns the music louder, so both can hear* Just rest a moment. If you need something to eat, I have some candy in my poket.
*smiles as he listens to the music* You are so kind. *holds his head down as he tries to gain his bearings* Perhaps I should take a piece of that candy. I'm still getting used to the idea that I have to depend on myself to overcome this weakness that I have. *takes the candy as he smiles* Maybe you're right. I'll gain my balance soon. I just hate asking for help for the smallest things. I feel so. . . weak. It's terrible. *sheepish laugh* Und here I claim that I am proud. *obvious self chastisement in a flat tone*
*mouth opens in shock, Ziggy's hit a sore spot* You... *looks away, trying not to look upset, only supportive* You are loved by many. But even that is not always enough to feel... the pride you are used to. That alone can be unnerving.
*notices that he said something that bothered Atem* I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound so selfish. I. . . *sighs* I wasn't thinking properly. *puts his hand to his head to steady his nerves as he takes in a deep breath* I sometimes feel exasperated with myself because of this delicate infliction. I feel small und weak at times. I try to keep up with everybody, but sometimes, it feels like I fall behind. It's not fair to you that said such things, but I felt that you needed to know.
I'm sorry that I caused you to worry about me, but I can't depend on everyone to help me when I could be helping myself. Maybe. . . I just have to find out what sets it off. *smiles warmly* Und I would appreciate the help.
Any time, my friend. Do not be so afraid to be selfish, especially with me. I understand you (*thinking* "more than you know!"), and I will always listen. *staring at the CD player* That is one fact that will remain constant.
*looks thoughtfully as he listens to the songs* But what about you? I would like to learn more about you too. I just. . . well. . . *gives a small smile* feel as if I have been too selfish.
I wished I had spent more time with you, but again, I lost focus of the important things in my life. *looks off to the side* I hope that we may have another chance in the future. *feels a bit warm at the statement as he said it*
Perhaps. You are wonderful to be with. *seems to consider him closely, wondering "Should I tell him?"* We will wait for calmer times to talk more. For now, let us enjoy the music.
(^ooc: Since this takes place before they reach Germany, Atem knows it would be too much for him to handle right now. Maybe later, though! ;)
*looks up in mild shock* Really? You don't find me to be a fickle person with a wafer thin threshold for pain of any kind? Alright. *smiles as he listens to the music with Atem, closing his eyes and getting into the beat*
(OOC: I can certainly understand that. It works for me. ;D)
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I'm sorry that I caused you to worry about me, but I can't depend on everyone to help me when I could be helping myself. Maybe. . . I just have to find out what sets it off. *smiles warmly* Und I would appreciate the help.
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I wished I had spent more time with you, but again, I lost focus of the important things in my life. *looks off to the side* I hope that we may have another chance in the future. *feels a bit warm at the statement as he said it*
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(^ooc: Since this takes place before they reach Germany, Atem knows it would be too much for him to handle right now. Maybe later, though! ;)
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(OOC: I can certainly understand that. It works for me. ;D)
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