wake up.. u dont own me..

Mar 06, 2005 16:58

getting ready to vent big time guys...

let me start with.. oh my gosh.. this weekend has shown me how stupid and immature the boys from william clarke are. yes. im going to have a bitch. because 1)u boys need to get ur facts straight befor eu mouth off at my friends and 2) dont start shit cos it makes it fuckn hard for me.

recount time

caso party... i knew something would happen.. bishop+alchohol+tim= a mass ass bitch of a problem.. so.. ofcourse.. cos of bishops words.. josh goes up to tim n starts shit.. for no fuckn reason. ok. lets set you all straight. i used to like tim. we used to have a thing. but now we are friends. he doesnt have feelings for me other than of friendship. so u can imagine how he felt when someones up in his face?.. i know tim well... he doesnt like when people start him. who would.. now tim is my friend. one of the only people i laugh with n have fun with at skool.. he has hurt me in the past but they are of my own doing. he didnt deserve shit like that. bishop... i have so much hate for bishop.. he doesnt respect me or my friends. so i cam eup to him n askd him why they were botherin tim.. he laughd at me.. being tips i was very annoyed.. so i started punchign him... someone pulld me back. i hate bishop.. i cannot find the love i once had for him anymore as hes hurt me so much.. just leave me alone bishop. im not urs anymore. let me be. if i want to "hook up" i fuckn will n its none of ur business. dont start shit bishop.. dont blab to ur friends n badmouth my friends. cos it will only create more hate for you. do u know how many problems uve caused? i had a shit nite... ok.. holding tim back all nite.. calmin him down AND cos of that.. a boy who i was quite interested in. . (jesse maccartny like boy) thought i was with someone else n now doesnt want anything to do with me... thanks bish..
if i could say anything to anoyone about that nite it would be to bishop

i hope u feel satisfied.. because of ur utter imaturity and jealousy,., uve fuckd shit up for me.. hurt me more bishop.. just because YOU cant get over this.. just hurt me more...
get away from me. im not urs. i am my own person. dont talk to me. dont touch me. i do not wish to be with you.. let me go...

theres my venting.. feels good. still. .. my hurt is deep. its like a wound reopend.. over and over again.. why should i forgive a 7th or 9th time.. when i know it will happen again... tell me that guys..?
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