Feb 27, 2005 12:28
welcome to my life...
which is slightly cluttered and messy.. just like my room.. cool hey?
had a fun night.. laughed and was surprisd and confused by some people i thought i knew...
so my side of the story? i think it would be a little more accurate than a certain drunken attention seeking individual which shall remain unnamed...
so you eat some jelly shots n a few smirnoffs.. ur tipsy and enjoying your friends... met a nice guy.. why not hook up..? no harm done.. being drunk as i was... we all went n layed on the bed upstairs... one by one everyone left.. i didnt wanna go.. i was having fun.. i was left on the bed with the boy.. who shall also remain anonymous... so no harm done.. the only part i touchd on that boy was his hair... he did not touch me anywhere. he held my hand.. but did not touch or try to touch me anywhere. i was in control.. and then i was tired.. so i went to bed... the "boy" came in to the same room.. layed on the ground... now this drunken individual.. lets call him "ass".. cos i seen plenty of it in the morning... well ass decided to call my best friend... and say that "im in a bed with guy"... um excuse me? do u see something wrong with this picture.. hmmm... thanks ass for lieing... hmm was it cos u need attention??? hey?..."im sorry i let you down"... from ass.... mr ass drunkey drunks likes to make a mess of my life... over something i didnt do... anyway.... i slept in a bed.. alone.. the boy slept on the ground next to me.. we went to sleep at about 6... woke up at 8... left at 10... ass was still asleep in all his assness glory.... come home... msgs pop up "did u sleep with a guy last nite"... i reply "what? no? who said that"... i read my best friend's words... shes hurt.. she thinks the worse... i hate you ass... you lied. you fuckn lied and made my best friend upset.. happy that u got ur 5 minutes of attention asshole? enjoy..
so theres my side.. my heart hurts... im hurt.. why did this happen to me...
i want my best friend... why couldnt she see through his lies...