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i know people are always telling me not to bend over nackwards for others, though it is in my nature and i really just fucked up my relationship with one of the greatest friends i have had all my life, yes my relationship with her has taught both of us not to trust so soon, but i know that we both deeply still trust each other and i know that i could have been nicer to her. yes we have been through a lot and i know that because of that our friendship has grown, but i also know tat no matter what we will always have little bumps on the way, i know also tat even though i wish that i could leave her i know that i adore her without a daubt and i insulted her on my other LJ merely because of old times which i should have left in dust and soil, but i didnt and i think i could have done better.