my sorrows...and not
In the past 24 hours I have made the worst decisions of my life and found out the worst pieces of information that I possible could. I have spent all weekend with my grandparents and it was not making me very happy.
All my friends are so beautiful and i wish i could be a georgeous as them!!! I wish I wish I wish.
I dont like history very much even though it is one of the things that makes all of us exactly who we are...i am slowly starting to understand life...its not very nice.
I want to love, is there anyone out there who i could ever love. I am starting to think that it is impossible to love and to be loved. The only good thing in my life...is the one thing I have let go, and I wish very much so that I hadn't. It's scary to be different than those around you...very...and I know that. I know I will never have it, but if I could have one more chance, then.....that would give me reason to smile.