Everlasting
Hey everyone how are you? im doing just fine. Well today was fun I got to hang out with christina today which was alot of fun she made me feel better today :) THANKS STINA! I HEART YOU! but yeah other than that i been up to alot of stuff lately i guess im starting my program on the 24th my boyfriend is moving on the 15th and im scared shitless lol im scared that i might not do good in this program and that im going to screw everything up..... Well all i know is that i have to have faith or im not going to get through this.... Im also crazy in love this guy im with... he means the world to me and i hope that he feels the same for me.. I think he does in fact there are days where i know he does but im also scared for that too i guess..... So much has been going on lately and im afraid that everything i love is going to go away :( But i gotta keep on having faith or ill never get out alive... this world is meant for me i know it, i just dont know how yet... but i know ill find my place here. I want to thank everyone whose here for me.. and who sticks by me like glue i love you all with all my heart you guys truely mean alot to me... Especially the man i love he'z my barrier, he'z the only one who can make cry yet make me smile and make me feel as if i do have a purpose in this world. I want to congrat stina for doing what she believes in because she has alot of guts to do what she wants to do and if anyone has a problem with it should be quiet because it's her decision not yours and im proud of what ever she does :) im also proud for roger because he is also doing something that he believes is right and i give all of you credit for following your heart and doing what's best for you its makes your happier even if you dont feel it yet someday you will and you'll thank yourself for being strong night everyone have an awesome night. love you all ~Samantha~