Livejournal
It's funny how I was so into livejournal.
People didn't know who you were.
I made some really good friends.
I used to hang out with old friends, see places, do stuff I guess.
I used to complain of how the world was so unfair to me.
Everything to "I don't like this, and I don't like that."
And it's been so long since I've really written anything really "personal".
I guess times change.
Lots of things change.
I just get sentimental sometimes, thinking about certian things.
How I used to be good friends with certain people.
They are gone and out of my life.
And it feels weird.
It's sad really.
If I could say, "I understood the whole time, and I'm sorry."
I would. But can't, because it's too late now.
I'm a married woman now.
And I now have everything I ever wanted in a relationship.
It's strange.
Life if strange.
How everything changes.
Yet you can't go back, and hold the things that mean so much to you.
Like for example, your really good friends who you cared so much about.
I still do.
Sometimes I hate it that I do care.
Because, there is nothing I can do.
It always makes me sad.
But I feel happy, because there is so much more that I can have.
I know it anyhow.
It's honestly a good thing if anything.
Sometimes it's really hard to see that at times.
Life is strange.
People didn't know who you were.
I made some really good friends.
I used to hang out with old friends, see places, do stuff I guess.
I used to complain of how the world was so unfair to me.
Everything to "I don't like this, and I don't like that."
And it's been so long since I've really written anything really "personal".
I guess times change.
Lots of things change.
I just get sentimental sometimes, thinking about certian things.
How I used to be good friends with certain people.
They are gone and out of my life.
And it feels weird.
It's sad really.
If I could say, "I understood the whole time, and I'm sorry."
I would. But can't, because it's too late now.
I'm a married woman now.
And I now have everything I ever wanted in a relationship.
It's strange.
Life if strange.
How everything changes.
Yet you can't go back, and hold the things that mean so much to you.
Like for example, your really good friends who you cared so much about.
I still do.
Sometimes I hate it that I do care.
Because, there is nothing I can do.
It always makes me sad.
But I feel happy, because there is so much more that I can have.
I know it anyhow.
It's honestly a good thing if anything.
Sometimes it's really hard to see that at times.
Life is strange.