lost friend forever-last words
Liquidgrey was my favorite friend on lj.
I went through so much last year.
And really, that was the best support out of
all my friends that I've EVER had.
But now I must de-friend him, as does he.
All because I somehow interfere with his love life.
I don't know how it can be. At the same time,
I can see it to be that way.
I'm a girl, he used to talk to me.. *cough* yeah, I'd be really
fucking pissed too, violent style*
I used to feel like shit once
in my life because of one girl my ex used to talk about
day and night. One day she wrote me some really
f'd up letter about how I was a pregnant whore. (funny,
I've never cheated on anyone my whole life.. but ok...whatever)
And that was written
to me after we parted last year.
I for one am not f'd up like that. In fact, because I care...
it;s why I have to let go.
It's painful for me, because I never felt that close of a friend
to someone I never even seen before, met in person, ect.
Compared to the rest of all my friends. He was one of the best.
I really honestly hope he's happy.
I see the love in his life blossoming. And I'm glad!
It kind of reminds me when I used to be in love with my ex.
And then I remember how precious certian moments were.
It all really depends on what you are willing to tolerate, and
what you are willing to give to receive what's best for each other.
That was the hard lesson I had to find out for myself.
Because nobody is perfect.
Anyway.. Godspeed!
I went through so much last year.
And really, that was the best support out of
all my friends that I've EVER had.
But now I must de-friend him, as does he.
All because I somehow interfere with his love life.
I don't know how it can be. At the same time,
I can see it to be that way.
I'm a girl, he used to talk to me.. *cough* yeah, I'd be really
fucking pissed too, violent style*
I used to feel like shit once
in my life because of one girl my ex used to talk about
day and night. One day she wrote me some really
f'd up letter about how I was a pregnant whore. (funny,
I've never cheated on anyone my whole life.. but ok...whatever)
And that was written
to me after we parted last year.
I for one am not f'd up like that. In fact, because I care...
it;s why I have to let go.
It's painful for me, because I never felt that close of a friend
to someone I never even seen before, met in person, ect.
Compared to the rest of all my friends. He was one of the best.
I really honestly hope he's happy.
I see the love in his life blossoming. And I'm glad!
It kind of reminds me when I used to be in love with my ex.
And then I remember how precious certian moments were.
It all really depends on what you are willing to tolerate, and
what you are willing to give to receive what's best for each other.
That was the hard lesson I had to find out for myself.
Because nobody is perfect.
Anyway.. Godspeed!